Sleepy Day!

Brody was tired all morning and tried to fight it, but i ignored his behaviour and he put himself to bed. The only thing wrong was he missed out on seeing Mary-Ann From Aspect. I thought his sleep was more important and let him sleep as he hasn't been having day sleeps much.

While he was alseep Grandma let me pop up to the new shops at Rouse Hill, as i needed new pj's and nappies. I felt so out of it. I walk around seeing women having their nails, hair and wearing all the trendy stuff. They looked great, then i would look at myself and think, i have really let myself go. But thats the thing its not that i have let myself go, its beause of the money, time and the love for Brody that i think Who gives a **** what i look like! But it does make you feel like crap and this experience is very hard! One of the other mothers in hospital asked me, when do you get to do things, I said i dont! As most of the children have both parents doing shifts because they are not seperated. So beening a single mum and having a child with Autism makes this experience extra hard. I dont wish it upon anyone.

Brody is still doing ok, temperature normal, no sickness, eating and drinking. He again had a normal day at Grandma's house. He ate lots of dinner as grandma cooked chicken on sticks, chips and herb bread. All Brody's favourties. He was really happy.

Hospital tommorrow for check up and a heart test. Have to leave early and most likey be back late, so i will not post anything tommorrow as i will be too tired. Back again on Saturday.