Sad and Quite day!

Brody and i did his behaviour work this morning, which he did really well at. He still needs lots of work but has improved so much. I am very proud of all the work he has done so far. I still believe that he will have trouble at school, and hoping he will get into the special unit again next year, as if he gets expelled from kindergarten because of his behaviour, it is not going to help him in the future.

We then watched a special friend (Chantelle) get a make over from the circle on channel 10. She deserved it so much as she has two children with Autism and still finds the time to help us out. Thanks Chantelle, and you looked gorgeous. xoxox

After lunch, we popped out to my sister's grave to place some flowers and wish her a happy 40th Birthday for tomorrow. Brody helped me through this as he said "You miss Aunty Sonya", i said Yes, but will see her when i go to heaven. He then said " i will miss you then mummy, but Bill will look after me so just go". I had to laugh inside myself as he wants to get rid of me all ready. But at least he stopped me from crying. I just wish my lovely sister was still here, as i miss her so much.
I really regret some things, and one is when Sonya was sick, and here she was trying to look after me as my life had just falling apart. I should have been there for her not consumed in my own stupid mistakes. But i cant change the past, so i will make sure the future is better, for me and my family.

We also said hello to pop while we visited Sonya, and Brody told pop to come back as we miss him. The things children say, but it did help hold the tears back. Since i was little my pop was a big part of our lives, as we lived with him when our Granny Grey died, and then when he married Nan, we used to play tennis every week with them. He was a part of our family in every way right to the end. WE love you pop xoxox